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[ Friday//October 7th//2011] Why did i mess it up? Why the fuck am i so fucking dumb. i destroyed smth so perfect, smth which is so important to me.  i really hate myself so much now. I need to get all these fucking thoughts out of my mind. I hope i get another chance. I need another chance. I cannot let it go, i cannot let you go. read (0) post

[ Monday//April 25th//2011]  its been so long since i last came here. and i realise, my post have not been locked for quite awhile. but i guess, it doesn't matter. i don't use this space to rant anymore. HAHA. So i hope everyone here has been good. And, i'm actually really thinking of shutting this space down.   read (2) post

[ Sunday//February 6th//2011]  i've only worked for a month and i don't feel like working anymore. it feels like my one month job took all my  energy, strength and time away. i think i need to rest for 2 months before i'll start looking for another job. And i hope my one month pay  + my cny kaching  will be enough to fund me  for the next 2 months. but, if i were to spend like how i did today, it would prolly be gone after a month? its so ironic that i wanna rest  and work at the same time. because too much rest is bad for my heart and too much work is bad for my health.   read (0) post

[ Thursday//December 30th//2010]  this is bad. i spent a day at home. watched glee, eat, eat and eat. because i felt fat, i decided to go for a jog+ steambath to burn more fats. when i'm hungry, i eat chocolate. when i'm sad, i eat chocolate. when i'm bored, i eat ice cream. aiya, i'm basically eating my life away :/ and its so bad because it making me gain weight and i think, my brain is degenerating :( i'm looking forward to sunday!! tennis session with kim :) i think this will be the last post of the year! and i don't believe in making resolutions anymore! :/ for the past idk-how-many years, i keep making the same  resolution and i never seem to stick to it :( so, i just hope 2011 will be a better year and i hope i'll be a much better friend/daugter/sister/person.    read (0) post

[ Tuesday//December 21st//2010] have not been updating this space for the longest time and the last time i was here, i was still in the midst of A's. maybe, i should start updating this place? maybe i will. i miss this place too much to delete it :) read (0) post

[ Wednesday//September 22nd//2010]  have not been updating this space for a very long while. one of the main reason is because bb doesn't have an LJ app. 40 ++ days till A's. i really cannot wait till it's over. sigh.   read (1) post

[ Monday//August 9th//2010]  the past few days have been very horrible. i don't show it because , people judge, people talk. i'm thankful for J and E. and it's kinda ironic its them i turn to. though they didnt help much,  but i'm grateful for them. 3 more months till A's.  i need to focus and i wish all that happened just now was nothing but a nightmare. okay, goodnight. need to recharge. read (0) post

[ Friday//July 30th//2010]  when i was a little girl i used to read fairy tales, in fairy tales you meet prince charming and he's everything you ever wanted. in fairy tales that bad guy is very easy to spot. the bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. then you grow up and realise that prince charming is not as easy to find as you thought. you realise the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot ; really funny, and he makes you laugh,   read (0) post

[ Wednesday//July 28th//2010] Ever have that one person in your life that  you just can't give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. the person you know  you're better off without, but can't  find a way to let them go? read (2) post

[ Sunday//July 25th//2010]  biggest disappointment. tonight's gonna be another teary night. it's been 5 weeks.   read (0) post

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